Saturday, April 07, 2007
haha, i went out with them yesterday. original intention was just to go repair ALL our phones, but then cause it was PH, so it wasn't opened. we ended up going orchard.
and I BOUGHT THIS! hahah, its CHUMPY. lol. wallet. i can stuff my phone inside also. its like 29 bucks or something. since i was looking for a wallet and i saw this, LOL. i just bought. SHIT MAN! hahahah. spending like anything.
huiyi is actually very happy okay!
but recently things are really not happening right. i dont want to comment more about this, everytime when i feel like giving up. i get melted by something so small, the action that is so small. because it appears so simple to you but it means just so much to me. & just what is the problem with everyone else just using STRESSED as the biggest problem to pick fights and cause misunderstandings? so whats the freaking problem? so you mean if you are stressed, only you yourself are stressed? hello, aren't people around you like just as stressed as you with the same things also? so whats the freaking problem and the BIG FUSS of saying stress is the triggering factor? that is super unfair okay. even if you didnt really mean it like intentionally, then shouldn't you like just think over it, if it is really necessary to say that? & so what is YOUR problem when you vent anger on me when i'm the one who is totally innocent and get scolded by you when i ask you something so simple, easy and trivial. so what is YOUR freaking problem okay? dont say you are stressed cause you are in no position to say that as compared to me. you vent anger on me just because someone else pissed you and you shoot the anger back to me when i'm the total innocent party; okay, what shit is this? & what is your ultimate reason for like forcing people to do things when we know that we cant do and you keep forcing. dont tell me its stressed again. its just a too common excuse that its becoming LAME to me. sometimes it doesnt work this way okay. dont you think like you should seek opinion in the first place, and not like take decisions on YOUR own? & did you know that your smallest action caused people's much misuderstand between their own family? so if you insist that you are right to do that in the first place, i guess i'll hate you for life.
enough of scolding and groaning i guess. these are just SOME of the things that have been cooping inside me. so i guess you (you-know-yourself-who-you-are) should guess and sort out why i keep wanting to get a chance to pour everything that i coop inside me out? i hope you know, really.
okay lah, i should like start on my tuition homework on amaths differentiaion and vectors. but i'm really tired. tired of this, tired of that, tired of life.
10:29 PM & life, said so.
