i hate you.
i hate you for everything you do now. whats your freaking problem for going to batam all the way, not even telling mum? you made her so super angry and when sister called you to tell you that you, you scold her instead? what is your problem on venting your anger on her when you are the one who did wrong in the first place? you run all the way to batam, just saying that it is just a sudden decision made? its not us making the big fuss here okay, its you being so damn irresponsibile. mum knows that you are busy so she dont even bother you about those trivial things, and we dont even get to see you how many times a week. we dont ask for anything more than now cause we know that you are busy then, now this shit happens. smart. tv broke down, we called you telling you that it should be replaced asap. you say OKAY, you'll do it tml. which is today, conveniently. and this? you are at batam. smart. tv dont mean anything to me now, i have to concentrate on band and studies, moreover there is something called MOBTV, i can use that, sister can also use that, we have out own entertainment. but mum dont have okay, shouldnt you like just think over it? she can only watch tv or sleep or do househole chores when me or sis are not in, but you mean you expect her to be just doing those things and not having the chance to relax? that is like, SO SUPER SMART. think for her, at least. you made her burst okay, dont come and find problem with me and sis cause you caused it. i hate you. for the first time in my whole wide life, i hate you.

8 april 2006. resonance I. ucc hall at NUS. 7 pm. conductor: miss dorean tan presenting unity symphonic band with; the phantom of the opera.