& so why you bother to make a big fuss over me going in to jc or poly and the whole issue is about just a laptop? dont force me to do things that i DONT WANT TO DO. i know myself, if i'm not interested in particular thing, i'll just flunk it like anything. thats why i DONT WANT to go to a jc. and going poly doesn't mean that its bad and i'll never get to chance. rather, there'll be higher chances of me dropping jc halfway than in poly. so, whats the big fuss?
rawr. irritating.
just got home from studying outside. tried to do differentiation. but, its just so yucks okay. i hate it. and then i tried limits. and i hate it too. i just cant figure out whats going on with all these amaths. but i have to crack my brains and really study. i dont want to fail amaths anymore. its too demoralizing; cause i have been failing for the past one year. & its not a very nice feeling.
i want to start work.. guess i dont have to sleep till, like 1 am or 2. bleuks. byeeee.
