MISS I-DUNNO-HOW-I-FEEL.]]
just got home from some killer LC. its not that its difficult. its just that its tricky, cause the qns are really tricky, i hope i got them right.
went back to band for a tiny winny short time and left with mitchell just now. after taking the whatever-you-call that school gave as a token of appreciation for syf? i dunno whats thats for also. but we have something to take, just take lah.
carried suling's BIG piglet to school today. i bet i look like an idiot carry one big piglet in a plastic bag, walking with a green western lawn and ya, that big pig that costs, __.__ hahha. ahem, must keep quiet. lol.
and then was math. integration. last chapter of integration. i tend to make dumb mistakes when i do too fast. and oh yes, english, 3 periods, changed to free period. adrianng came but he brought students for haircut and they ended up running away. what stupid students.
then was nothing much alr la. had this acjc talk. not bad, they made the school seem so nice and good and everything good, but the standard is darn high la, for goodness sake.
after that was LC and ya, nothing much really.
i'm going back for night study later, again. to study history. i should at least get some into my head, cause there's mock exam tmr during aep. and tons of essay outlines i haven done, for both ss and history. i dont want to owe her work. haah.
& since its miss koh tonight, so if i dont understand history, she'll make me overstand it. okay. its just lame, i learnt it from our DEAR mr khor. so yupp, guess i'll get some things done before i come home tonight. meanwhile, its time to REST! ((:
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i no longer have the courage to face you in public.
i dont want to feel this way, cause i really dont want to.
i've been trying to avoid.
i've really been trying to avoid, all the time.
i tried to face you and smile and talk to you,
i want to be like what we were.
i dont want what that is happening now.
i've never thought things would be like this.
i want to face you properly, and say hi.
i want the past.
i dont want this present situation, neither the future.
tell me, is it me that i changed?
or is it you that changed, but i didn't know?
tell me, nothing really happened.
but the truth was that nothing really happened.
tell me, all that i need to know.
all i need is the truth, and perhaps i will go.
i will.
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