firstly, happy deepavali.
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i wanted to change my previous blog post about 24 hours ago, but then. now, i think, i'm going to maintain as it is.
i dont know how i'm feeling now. i think its rather bad. and all jumbled up. not because of you. its fate. its just fate. maybe i've been just eating on my own bitterness and causing myself to be the one hurt. seriously. i feel dumb.
someone added me. i didnt know who it is. and so i clicked on the photos. i saw the photos i've seen long time ago. but i didnt know. like i said, its fate. whats on the photo is what that is happening today. its not one, its that i've seen it twice.
i was rather shocked when i actually saw that. because those are one of the few that i've not seen. well, never mind. accept it. its reality. i cant change anything. i cant change things which are not within my control.
still, i have to say something positive. er, no. i want to say something positive. thank you for saying that it is true. because i think, that piece of information is quite needed. i'm glad that it is like this. i hope that someone will never appear to take that feeling away.
& perhaps, i'll be the one to keep quiet from now on. we're just fated to meet, but not to be. i've accepted this fact, afterlong.
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I HATE SHOPPPING. i'm serious. i've been walking until i was telling kk i want to give up. he was like, what on earth is going on, a girl is worse than me in shopping, GOODNESS. & i think he is somewhere stuck in little inda with the indians, for his special deepavali.
goodness. i know nuts about physics and chem now.
kelvin have cock, mark at zoo, feng ping have cock. what else? sin i over sin r.
okay, enough of rubbish.
SLEEP. (:
