listening to: 孙燕姿 - 我也很想他
okay, i'm filling the application form for the Germany trip. dont know if my dad will agree to it or not, but who cares, there's is subsidy and its a good chance, so i shall just try.

the picture you see above is my dearest beloved paper of the day. cause it helped a lot. and its donated by yiting, THANKS! :D and its like, i started out with really nothing in mind but just drawing circles. the standard way of being emo. but the thing is there was just this damn feeling that suddenly struck me that made me so super emo lah. its not FUN at all. & i'm fine now alr, thanks to this piece of paper. i'm going to keep it like mad. i'm loving that paper.
& yes, i'm supposed to be doing econs. apparently i'm not luh.
trying to go and do work now. sigh. hahahaha.
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sigh. i mean, i dont feel like doing anything now. its like. the damn stupid feeling is coming back to haunt me again. remember what motivated me to tell you on the last day of term one? the damn same stupid feeling is coming back again but on different motive this time. & i dont even look forward to the ib later. its like, sigh. lost in hope, or what else you call that? or maybe its just me? i mean, i think i need an answer you know, i'm very like, tied up because of this. sigh. sigh. sigh. we have the FA alr, where is our TE?