Friday, April 18, 2008
the first photo of the day - CHEM PRACT.
obviously i koped this from weiliang to just take photos. HAHA.
weiliang and yiting. yiting is the fake usher.
seow mummy and me. i'm the fake usher.
i'm proud to be a dang dang usher. LOL.
stephie and me are BOTH fake ushers. LOL.
this seemed fun for a moment, but it doesnt now.
MY LOVE OF THE DAY - RACHEL WONG XC.
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oh yes, did i say? I SUPER LOVE TODAY. REALLY LOVE IT. :D
chem pract was like super dang dang. hahahah. redox titration was sort of a bit very mad la. but then ya, hahah. it was fun. and the colours were, EEEEEEW. ahhahahaha. its really disgusting to think of the mustard-yellow coloured precipitate (obviously it didnt look like). LOL.
i slept in chem lect. & i really slept. it was super cold lah. dont know if it was me or the LT, cause i was shivering halfway when mr wongyc was talking and then i was like, BRRRRRRRRRRRRR, coldness. LOL. so i took my jacket out from my bag and hahaha, wore it. then it became so, WARM! hahahah, as in, not hot but the just-nice-to-sleep kind of temperature. so wow, i sat where i sat, and fell asleep! hopefully no one saw okay, if not they'll be like, dang, lauren why are you sleeping in chem lects! LOL.
oh yes, then we were sitting at the e-club there. as in, ctg 122 h2 chem people were sitting there, and its like LOL. cause shahiidah and simin were running it today. they had the fullest support from us! hahah. and my initial plan with weiliang was to go library and go do PI. dang, then we missed the chance cause i just realized that the library closes at 5 today cause of the parent teacher thing. then it so dang.
asked dexter to go canteen with me to buy NUGGETS! YES NUGGETS! :D
& went back to e-club where they were still talking, about some very very funny things. which, errr, shouldn't be opened to public. hahahah.
then went for econs tutorial. and i hate today's econs tutorial. damn it. for no reason i tiok gun by that tutor. dang it sia. & did i mention that i wasnt really in the right state of mind after i came back to school from MC leave yesterday? yea, but anyway, my state of mind today is really, MAD. i'm not the normal me today, too mad today, too sad to say. oh so yes, i was saying. i hate today's econs tutorial. dont wish to even talk about it. its like, getting gunned almost for not my fault that kind of thing? what a b***h.
& after the tutorial! the fun~~ starts! yes! hahahah. and halfway through i was actually like quite bored until rachel came walking past me and we both started talking. about a LOT of things. :D really a lot. and its been long since we talked like this. i miss her, and i love her. :D i think if she ever gets to read this, she'll be like, "yaay lauren loves me." oh whatever. hahahah. and really, she made me feel so much better, cause i was like, very very very confused in my mind and maybe i didnt even know what i was thinking about. but yea, we just talked and yea! i was so much better! :D
& i have to love her for staying with me to wait for my parents for the parent teacher thing, cause they cant find YJC. =.= so i pulled her to the main gate and stood there to wait for my parents. hahahaha. & you know! people took us as USHERS! LOL. and even waved to us. LOL. that made us really, LAUGH. hahaha.
and yea, hahaha. there was police and ambulance you know. jialat case, but i dont know whats going on.
but just to say, i really love today. :D i think sometimes its alright to be not in the right state of mind, once in a while. got to make sure that i get back to normal when i go back on monday. & remind lauren, no emo & no emo. no matter what, no emo. cause there are great friends around her and she dont need a guy to make sure her life is fully filled with hope. tell lauren that is NOT NEEDED. tell her to stop being stupid to hang on for a guy. but well, she is THIS stupid. _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ see how long that underscore line was, thats how stupid she is.
(the above shows evidence how abnormal lauren is today under medication)
okay stop being so stupid cause it just felt like spamming my own blog, stupidly. :D cheering up, i wish. hope some rock climbing tmr wakes me up totally when i fall from the top to the bottom and make sure that i understand its going to happen to me in the real-life.
and i feel like sleeping alr. too tired to study. maybe just bring some notes out when i'm on the way to Yishun SAFRA tmr morning for the rock climbing thing for odac. so yea, sleep soon. i need someone to talk to i think. i cant talk to emo people, cause i'm turning emo pretty soon. right, sleep soon people. goodnights.
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and "goosnights" made me think of you when i typed it wrongly but yet saw the whole word so clearly. actually, telling me the truth saves you from all the other lies that you make up, yea?
9:58 PM & life, said so.
