what can i say? my tears run down like razorblades. but now its over, its over, why is it over? we had a chance to make it, but now its over. i wish that i can take it but, its over, over.
that was just random. i'm not in a relationship with any guy but its just the song that i'm listening to. but one fact that is true, i'm depressed. got a feeling that my block test is gone, over as in gone case. i feel so helpless.
i want to study, i know i need to study but like i said, i still havent settled down yet. and this feeling is damn suck. ): was just telling kukufriend about it then she said i'm cute. rahhh, hannah I AM NOT!
righttttttttt. reason why i'm online at this odd time, like aloysius randomly asked me why i so late then come online, is because i'm feeling super depressed. cause ya, dont feel like telling the whole world so i'm not going to type it out. but ya, i just feel damn depressed. hope this depressedness dont overwhelm me too much, at least for now.
and yes, i seriously dont feel like sleeping. i feel like studying all over again but then i'll be sacrificing my sleep. OH COME ON HUIYI/LAUREN, THIS ISNT GERMANY ANYMORE, DAMN YOU PLEASE WAKE UP AND STOP THINKING OF THE OPPOSITE TIME. DAMN.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
