tell me why do tears burst out when you're neither sad nor angry. tell me. i need to get it sorted out.
i took a train home from yishun just now, managed to get a seat and started wiping my tears that fall down unknowingly. i dont know why this happened but i dont know why i cried too.
i mean its not your fault that i found those stuff in your bag, but.
i'm not sad, i'm not angry at you. i'm not really. i still intended to give you your real present before i left for yewtee. and i mean it.
but my emotions controlled me. i'm sorry.
and listening to "why" still cures me the best, i dont know why.
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i dont want you to clear those things just because they're from your ex. i dont expect you to do that, because i know you have your own reasons and i'll understand them. just like how i'm rather reluctant to change my current bag because of him. i just felt sorry about digging your past and i didnt know how to express it. i understand that we both have our own freedom to choose. i know that, really. it doesnt matter what happened, what present is what that matters. alright?
