you mean being seventeen feels this way? then i'd rather i'm sixteen. at least its sweet. seventeen'd days are like so stressful. with everyone, trying to struggle with all i have, when its just so meagre. with anyone, i think i'll feel more confortable. i gotta say, life really isnt that good after turning seventeen. too many struggles and too many fights and too many things going through my mind. i keep telling myself, seventeen is not sometime when you think of the past, its gonna be sometime that you think of whats coming.and whatever. i know you're reading my blog. i know you all are. whatever okay. thats the word that i gonna tell you right smack in the face if i ever have the chance. so much for trying to thank you for what you did, trying to credit and yet i get a smack down crashing scolding. whatever is the word. like i said,
HE'S GONNA BE OUT OF MY DAMN LIFE. AND I SWEAR HE IS ALREADY OUT OF MY DAMN LIFE. too bad if you effing dont believe it. getting me effing pissed.
and dont you worry cause you dont have to send me all those warning smses that get me effing angry. esp when its such a strategic timing when i was trying to tour around boyfriend's house. whatever okay.
damn.
and i swear i feel damn bad for telling jeremy not to sms each other cause i swear i wasnt in the right mind just now. and i just wanted to hear his voice. who knew we both arent in best form. and i just hanged up.
i'm sorry jeremy. i'm really sorry. my thursday and friday are for you to raid. trust me. (:
